Change

This post isn't going to be  poetry it's just going to be talking.  My thoughts are really jumbled right now.  Why is my poetry so melancholy?   Could you see some way that my poetry could be improved?  I don't know how to improve my poetry I took a poetry class and my poetry is usually confusing but I'm sure no one is really concerned with t hat right now.  Catharsis is what people need really.  Some way to feel an emotion, express an emotion, and feel an emotion through other people's words, and I guess my poetry doesn't do that for people, because I really don't go many visitors. 
I like writing poetry because it gets my jumbled thoughts down into one area, like a three dimensional space.  It is good.   I don't really enjoy reading poetry, but I love writing it.   I have been working on some folk art, which is cloth sewed on cloth.  My cats seemed to enjoy me doing that.   I cut up some clothes I didn't like, (eek), but that's ok.  I made a really peaceful thing, and I really enjoyed doing it.  I think that I really like doing artistic things, as well as writing.   I get  bored doing the same things over and over again. 
I need to buy some more clay, and make some sculptures.  I am becoming better at it.   I have about 10 sculptures I made which I didn't burn or whatever you call it, and I want to paint them.
I'm learning a lot, I had a moment that was like it hit me like a jack in the box.  I was reading a book my sister gave me, called "Today I will"  by Eileen and Jerry Spinelli and one of the passages is about changing your mind moderately some of the ti mes, and it was funny because as I was reading the passage, I changed my mind about changing my mind.  So it was weird.  So I decided- I will only read one passage at a time.  And it worked.  It was weird.   But it was progressive.  Sometimes progress is weird, sometimes its fast, sometimes its slow.  Sometimes its happy, sometimes its sad.  I am all done for now.  Peace.